Reach for the moon and if you fail, at least you'll land amongst the stars.
i wish upon a shooting star...
for good friends, family and food!
that everyone will be happy :)
It's the end of a really long journey and i really wonder what the future will be like. Looking back at all the things that happened in these past 2 years, I realised that everything's different. and i guess it kinda came as a shock to me. Did i expect things to remain the same way? It's funny how our brain seems to work. I guess this is all just a part of growing up? I've made many new friends, some of them I'm really glad to have met, as they have taught me so muc and been through these tough times with me, while others taught me lessons that I'll never forget. But more importantly, I've learnt the importance of friends who have remained by your side and sutck with you. They're there to cheer you up when you're down and to encourage you to press on when you're weary. In a way I'm really grateful for school since it let me meet these wonderful people (: and not forgetting family, i don't know what i'd do without them Another thing I realised, the importance of reflection. It's really a good time for you to think back on all the experiences that you've had, regardless whether it's good or bad and there will always be something to learn from it! Will there be more posts in future? I have no idea, but one thing's for sure, I'm going to start my reflections from now on (:
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! hope you'll have a super awesome rabbit new year!! haha! hmm okay. so tomorrow we're going back to school..yay! wonder what things'd be like. you know. this year when i began a new start in a sort of new school(though there seems tobe many familiar faces) i'd hoped that things'd be different. i wish i had the courage to speak up more ya know. and be more of "myself" instead of being shy little old me all the time? makes sense?(: but now. i don't know how things are going to go. is it very awkward to be wanting to be someone different? is it wrong to be slightly different from who you were before? or maybe it's not even a matter of right or wrong but rather is it something you'd be happy doing? haha! okayy then. back again soon i guess.
hello world! i'm back! after super long time(: i don't know if i'll be continuing to blog.omg. blogging seems like a thing from so long ago. haha.maybe i'll just use it like a sorta diary to write stuff and random things that i think of suddenly!(: hmm let's see. got my o level results back recently. and i'm happy!(: haha. eventhough some grades were a surprise (and not in a good way either) heh but yupp. i'm really grateful to the people that helped me! my friends,TEACHERS,parents and of couse GOD!:DD you know how it's like. sometimes when you want to be happy but you can't truly be happy cos people around you are feeling so much worse...and you dont think it's like appropriate to fell happy even if you wanted to be happy! haha! hmm..been thinking recently.what happens when someone you love leaves you? like forever.never ever see him/her again.and this person was kind of really close to you..what'd you do then? would it be really dumb to beleive in "if it was meant to be things would fall into place"~ yupp! feel like reviving his phrase cos i haven't typed it in a long time! < 3
heyy all! back to update again.. oh man one month's worth of updates.. going to die ffrom typing.. anyway.. supposed to be writing delights and frustrations of being a teenager essay now but so totally cant think :(( hmm hmm okay let's see..
RI GANGSHOW! this was so totally awesome! after not going for campfires for almost one year plus plus.. miss campfires.. like really badly.. shall go for as many as poss this year! oh yeah and cant wait for our own JUNE CAAMPFRIE! typing it here actually makes it real! like as if it will happen and be a success :DD hmm the theme was AH BENG MILLIONAIRE and so unexpected coming from them lah i guesss....the acting was super cool though.. esp chow ah beng and the girl--may! rememberguys???? ;) hehehe though we did not win most enthu (lost to st mar's.. again) at least we had fun right??? and first time so high and scream till i lost my voice for like one day.. hahaha
CHINESE NEW YEAR/TOTAL DEFENCE DAY/VALENTINE'S DAY celebration in school was so awesome except.. except that i did something so totally stupid and up till now so cant forgive myself for it :( shall not write it here because it brings up to many bad memories :( but let's just say once the mistakes has been made it shall not be made again still cant believe i missed it and it was the last one somemore.. really sorry for letting you down..erally wish i could have been ther.. for you for me for everyone :D hmm then gave out valentine's day gifts.. thanks so much to those who gave me :D it's reallllllyyyy sweet of you guys!!! <3>
CNY EVE (CU XI) umm. had tuan yuan fan reunion dinner with my family at night.. first time my ahma cooked it with minimal help frm the maid since our new maid is not as good as the old one :( sorta miss my old maid.. reallyyy.. she's been with us for almost 10 years and pretty much grew u with her. hope she's okay :D cant wait for CNY..actually feeling qquite excited for all the visiting and CNY FOOD.. haha.. soundig like a pig..but that's oaky. who doens't like to eat anyway/?? :D
CNY day 1 and 2 went visiting to all my relatives house.. GONG XI FA CAI. XIN NIAN KUAI LE!!!spoke to my uncle and his famiy in texas via skype.. it ws cooll.. :D first time having a new year without them physically present.. thought it'd be weird.. but guess not :) hope they'll have a good year there too!
SELF AWARENESS CAMP 4/1 2010!!!! this was cool and a great experience! will treasure it for life. really...hmm went to FMM.. i think it's fransiscan missionaries centre.. something like that.oh you know what i just realised i'll be going to the same place for my CC4 camp too.. hahahah umm okay so we went there.. went to the rooms (stayed on the uppermost floor with wanying.. poor amanda was downstairs with graceA on 3rd floor.. aww) then unpacked.. change in to shorts.. then went to activiy room for sessions.. atfirst it was that cold yet.. but as we went on in the day it got colder and colder and colder!!!!!!!! :( one day i[m going to freeze into an icecube.. when that happens.. thaw me out in a few year skayy.. then i see if the world has changed a bit.. like in those sci fi movies.. LOL! played icebreakers games.. there was the zip one. where everyone ies on the floor super close together then hasve to pass a person from one end to another using only hands.. first we pased cherie.. poor her!! must have been scary for her.. then was francesca!and the funny thing was that we managed to pass francesca without really sagging.. but cherie first time attempt faile miseraly :( goes to show.. when we do stuff must not bee too confident then things may not always turn out the way ou want it too.. know what i mean? haha :) but great job tho 4/1!!!! then was lunch. YUMYUM!.. oh but since it was friday and during lent somemore.. i actually abstained from meat.. can you believe it?? ahahaha after that was afternoon sessions.. mainly a sharing sessions and got to know all my classmates waaaay better.. i'm really sorry that i judged some of you totally wrongly and that i did not care bout how some of you were feeling.. i regret because i did not know you were hurting so bad inside.. and i now realise it was selfish to do so.. and i guess it applies to all of my friends.. whether they're in my class or not. it doens't matter cos everyone has their fair share of problems and bad/good situations,.. it also links to how we handle it and the kind of friends that we have to support us thru these terrible times yeah?? :) so i shall try to be more attentive and sensitive to the needs of others.. but like everyone else.. we're al humand and humans make mistakes. learn to accept them and change the things you can and not linger over somrthing that you totally cant change... :) then was mass. with father simon! yeah! :D love it when he says mass.. cos the things actualy do make sense and even if for just a moment.you feel as if everything's alright and the world's one big happy place! :D then at night was buffet dinner. that wsa super yummy too!! one of th best food i've had at camp... so thank you thank you food comm :D at night...had night games by the games comm and bathed at night.. lights out at 11pm.. but obviously some of us slept and others talked/played games :D hehe.. guess which one i did...hahaha.. watched wanying play bridge with grace neo, kelly, rochelle and julvian.. it was cool :d but then after awhile got a little bored.. talked to ni for awhile.then she decidd to sleep.. so i was like anybody got handphone games??? then grace neo lent me her iphone or whatever thingy and i played tap tap :D till bout say 1am plus then got a bit tired lah.. so went to sleepp :DD but it was freezing cold! had to sleep in my sleeping bag on the bed.. hahaahha. was sleeeping just under the air con unit.. mayb that's why.. haha next morning.. woke up.. made my own bed (BY MYSELF!) then went to eat breakfast.. then had more activities including class banner and class photo.. shall go upload on facebook.. go there and seee kayy (: overall i enjoyed myself.. and gooo 4/1! hope the spirit wil remain this high even when we go back to class... if you wanna go fast go alone.. if you wanna go far go together!!! :)
THINKING DAY 2010! rushed down to indoor stadium for thinking day after SA camp.. took taxi with amanda. :D oh yeah.. still owe her $$ hmm.. first time receiving PNA award in a loong time.. even tho it's only bronze award this time.. CONGRATS and thanks so much to PLC 08/09 and PLC 09/10 :) love you guys and your effort is really really commendable!!! of course withe help of our dearest YA and guiders.. hopefully more golds and shiny plates will be coming our way : go HIJ 1st COY :DD went home to K.O... was tired lahhh
hmm.. that's about all the major evernts that happened in the past month,, guess something to look forward to would be mockingbird play this saturday?? :) yeah! now i shall go back to writing my essay! love ya loads!!!! :D
just say yes--snow patrol baby- justin bieber tik tok-ke$ha
yo peeps :DD okay umm shall try to blog weekly.. would be sorta a better solution to my empty blog right?/ haha..but like i said waaaayyy earlier hardly anyone comes here anyway :D hehe but it's okay. i shall just blog anyway, cos it's like talking to someone just that she/he wouldn't get tired of listening to me babble on and on and on and besides can practice my typing skills.. hahaha okay enough crappin.g this week was like the week that everyone's angry at something/sombody :( seriously lorh. why why aiyoooo... i guesss it's hard to kinda be a stable and balanced person at this point in time. but we should all try right? and cant take outyour anger at innocent people lorh :p hmm mainly mass prac this week and i passed my first chem test of 2010!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPPEEEE :D miss the times when we were so satisfied with simple achievements. like even if it was spelling your name correctly or getting someone to smile back atyou (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCELYN!! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIA!! :D hmm.. today was the learning fiesta inter unit thingy qith queensway guides and clementi town guides and cancer survivors from CCF.. it was cool lah :D something totally different from what i thought it'd be.. we had 3 stations.. clay sculpting (IJ) friendship bands (clementi town) keychain making (queensway) quite cool lah. cos i learnt new stuff that i totally never thought of.. ahaha and made new friends :D yeah! :) *kaili when are the pics going to be up?thankyou* hmm then came home and had chinese tuition...then went for evening masss. cant believe got like 4 tests plus phy o lvl spa next week!!!!!!!!!!! somebody help!! dont feel prepared for o lvl stuff at all! :( hope it'll be oaky. but then everyone and i mean everyone seems so pro and keep talking bout THE FUTURE and all that. why cant we just live in the present for awhile?? awww.. hmm writing my guides reflection thingy now and shall hit the books soooonnn :D
first post in 2010!!!!!!!!!! helllllllllllooooooooooooo 2010! i'll really miss you 2009... so many good and bad things happened to me last year but i'm erally really grateful for EVERYTHING! every single thing!!! :DD i would do one of those lists where you write down all the lovely people you want to thank and all.. hmm let's seeeeee.. umm umm kai: thanks so much for being well --you!! without you ther to heep me grounded.. i'd prob be flying off the wall.. and thannks for withstanding my nonsense chien: thanks so much for... being friend-lier to me and being sooooooo funny! ad filling my 2009 with loads of laughs!! :D swee: thanks so much for being the happy go lucky and ever so interesting person that you are :D your stories and interesting random facts never failed to make me see stuff in a different life... it's a good thing! umm umm amanda ng: thanks so much for being one of my closest friends in 3/1 2009! and for helping me with al my rubbish and the thousand and one things that i cannot seem to understand! and thanks for being so hyper and perking me up at times :DD wanying: thanks sooooooo much for withstanding all my nonsense and slow-ness esp when you're explaning stuff to me... and for being such a sweet girll. awww.. i know you'd probably not agree.. but that's how it is to me :D PLC08/09: thank you so much seniors!!!!!!!!! i'm really really really really gonna miss you guys loads..and am super grateful for the chances you gave me and the sorta friendship that we have :) PLC 09/10: thanks so so so so very very very much for making guides waaaaaaaaayyyyyy more fun then it is!! :D being with you guys really makes me go high.. well most of the time and really appreciate you guys being there always :) all my friends from anywhere and everywhere: so super sorry you guys fall into this cateegory :( i really treasure you guys in your special unique way and will never forget what you've done for/with me :D even if it's just a smile or wave in the corridor.. an unuual letter, an unexpected birtdhday msg...a sweeet sms when i'm feeling down.. love y'all!!! thank you so much 2009! it's been great knowing you..
welcome 2010!!! let's make this one of the best years ever.. i HOPE!! :D hm let's see.. survived the first week back at school.. could totally feel the pressur like every teacher telling us that we're now sec4 and shd be working hard and diligently and all :( not that i dont want to.. but it's just so difficult at times you know ... but we must PERSIST!! :D when life hands you lemons, squeeze them and make lemonade!!! :) yeaH!!!!
orientation campfire was the BOMB!!!! :D it was so totally awesome!! nothing more to say bout it :D it being the first campfire that we organised... i guess it went quite well despite the rain and all that :) and THANKS SO MUCH TO ALL GUIDES WHO HELPED OUT! couldn't have done it without you. thank you qarissa for coming by extra early to help thank you PLC for being so organized and pullint everything tgt! thank you god for not letting it rain! and letting everyone have an enjoyable night! okayokay today's o levels results for 2009 sec4s... they did super well!!! CONGRATS GUYS :D you guys are AWESOME!! :D which means we got bigger shoes to fill next year... awwww. oh and congrats to all highher mother tongue girls who got back their results.. seee. you guys did okay! in fact you were great! :D i knew you could do it :) hahahahahaha okay.. which reminds me.. back to my homework!! cya another day! :D
